Okay. Now I finally feel like writing this down.
I wanted to make, like so many else, a little overall view of J-Popcon from Friday to Sunday, but I can't. My sister covered most of that:
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I'm not always good with words, and I really hope people who read this journal will not misunderstand what I am trying to say.
I've got some mixed feelings since my sister and I won the DCS 7/11-09.
No words can describe how happy I am for winning this. Really I'm - out of words.
When my sister and I had this act on mind, we never thought it would turn out like this. It's extreme. We just had an idea, and wanted to show it together with our Kingdom Hearts cosplays which we had lot of fun making.
And when we found out people liked it we were like, "Great! Nice! Fantastic!" It really warms that people liked our performance, but I never expected so much that we actually won.

It was a hard Saturday. I'm really happy that , and Nadia was judges. I think they did a good job. (That could sound wrong..)
But what I mean is that I felt they comfortable about them. Atleast afterward. Sorry but I really had it hard after you questions, also because it really made my sister so emotional. I didn't know what to say, and I usually hold my feelings back. But after talking to you sunday, and reading your journal I really understand your questions, and think that it was a perfect way you handled it. Thanks for that. You all really made a deep impression, and I can't describe how happy I was for hearing you like our act, and feel us on the stage..
I hope to see you all again.. (:

Some have commented that my sister and I didn't look happy when we got the price. We cried yea. But that was because we really wasn't emotionally prepared that evening for winning this price. Our minds were not on that train, so it came as a chock, that was build up under the voting. But we were really happy, and to see our friends after was amazing. You all really mean everything. This hobby would never be so fun without you.

Now what bothers me is, all the unhappiness I feel about us winning.
I know, many know, that there were some problems. That has been discussed over and over again. But not only that, I feel that many is thinking badly of us. That my sister and I isn't good enough, that we are not ready and that we somewhat cheated. Don't misunderstand what I am saying, as I said first it's hard for me writing this, but I really need to write, what I know and how I feel right now. And that's it.

I must confess that I'm really nervous for the WCS.
But my sister and I are surrounded by friends that told us they will do everything they can to help us. I can't explain how happy I am for that. ;_;
We will do are very best to improve our skills, skit as well as costumes, and be ready for Japan..!
We hope we will show, that Denmark is cosplaying for the fun and the friendships. The challenges you get as a cosplayer, and how great the feeling is when it is done.

Some words is missing in this text, and I hope not that you will get a wrong impression of me.